Sick of Crap

You know, life is pretty bad when you suddenly wish you would've went through with killing yourself a few years ago. My life's not bad. I mean I've got a great guy, I'm going to a good school, I can "tolerate" my job, and I actually know people care for a change. When you're told though by someone who's supposed to care the most that they don't care anymore- it makes all else seems like nothing. The thing is I didn't think I cared all that much about this person and what they think considering how this person does tend to treat me, but I really do. It makes me feel like nothing. Pointless. Like I really should have killed myself when I wanted to. I don't want to because of all the other people who do say they care- especially Matthew. I'm just so sick of crap. You know, it's worse when all this had to do with a stupid car and a senseless "rule" and a forgotten "promise". I love this person, surprisingly, but as soon as I get my chance- I'm gone!

Birth after Menopause

I really didn't know what to title this blog so that'll just have to do. There is a movement I am going to rant about quickly where women are going and getting inpregnated by ivf at late ages. Late ages meaning sixty and seventy- long after menopause. People have dubbed this selfish and I agree. I mean think about it. Life expectancy for a women is around 70s-80s. Having the baby at sixty is pushing it, but waiting all the way to 70! You could die when that baby is only 10 years old or younger. Can you imagine the torture that child would be put through? Emotional distress. Poor kid. Selfish mother. A child needs his/her mother and your basically taking that away from him/her by giving birth to them just shy of death. I hate to be morbid and say yea your gonna die soon, but look at statistics. You have to think about it. At least for the baby's sake, think about it. Hopefully you've made good provision for the child but how often will that happen. I know the dr's wouldn't allow it if you were in bad health but still. It's pushing it. I call it selfish. You wanna baby so bad you don't think logically and in favor of the child. The other with this idea that should be more important but it's not is that God gave menopause for a reason- no more babies! Why are we determined to go against God and his design so much? So first, if you thinking about having a baby late- think about the innocent life your about to bring into the world. Second, which should be 1st, you are seriously going against how God designed the body to work in doing this. So, birth after menopause- my take, selfish.

Miley Cyrus

Ok. I was not gonna comment on the Miley Cyrus issue, but I am getting annoyed so here it goes. Stop calling her a slut. I know it's tempting. I know I've done it, but just move on. It's no use wasting your breath or w.e. I know it's hard. We need to overcome it though. Honestly, it's just giving her what she wants- more publicity, more fame. So, you want her to go away- stop making her a big deal. I know it's horrible. A sweet innocent girl is dressing skankily and having sex for the camera, but come on now! She never was that innocent to begin with. The only thing that still gets me is the fact that she does in fact say she is a Christian and say she wants to remain pure (ignoring the fact that kids look up to her). Honestly, it does affect us Christians because she does do this stuff after saying all that, but really Christians fall and screw up all the time. In the end, she alone is responsible for what she's done. She wants to be popular. She wants to be a pop artist. She knows what it takes and she's going for it. If you keep arguing and bringing her up, you're just egging her on. That's my opinion.