I'm Out!

So, just because I want to release frustrations I am typing this blog. I am moving. Yea, I know, why? Because I want a change, I'm sick of crap, I want to get to know my dad, I can be closer to Matt, I can get more help paying for school, and I can just simply get away! Why it's hard to leave? It is a change. I have to give some things up, mainly sleep because school is now farther. Most importantly, I have to leave my little brother behind whom I love despite each others stupidity at times (notice I said each others). Now, I've already begun the process. I transferred jobs, I start Sunday. Also, last night I moved furniture. You know, the stupid weather people kept saying, rain rain rain! I don't see any rain! You see, I at the last minute planned to move furniture last night. I did this because of rain. I thought it was a great idea. That way all I had to worry about tonight was packing the last few things and unpacking. I am tired. Also, my gpa was needed after all and he really wanted to go to the Grad at UG tonight. So, called my dad and called my gpa and decided my mom should know. Well, apparently the idea wasn't a great idea to all. We still moved my stuff but now, unfortunately, I don't think this move is going to go smoothly any more. I was hoping there would be no anger, just saddness. Screw that idea. My frustration...all that crap for nothing. It's not raining!!! I'll be glad when tonight comes and I'm chilling with the parrot! I'm hoping Austin can still come up. I really wanted to do this for him so he could see where I'll be. It doesn't make up for me leaving but at least he can know he's welcome and I'll be ok. Right now, I'm just really pissed. I was trying to do a good thing for myself for once. I really should give up but I'm more than 1/2 way there! Come tonight my address will not longer be Lexington.